2006-02-19 - 06:24 EST
It is so strange, the people who notice that something is wrong. The most unexpected ones realize that I am no longer in my right mind. It is both touching to and cuts me to the core. It is so strange.
I'm hallucinating, I think.
This weekend has been so disjointed, so incredibly disjointed, and I feel like I may have fainted at some point, or maybe not. I remember blood rushing, the dizzy dizzing dizzying cotton-stuffed cotton-weary feeling, and then I remember I found myself lying down. Whether I fell to that position or lowered myself, I know not. I suppose it doesn't really matter.
The people who notice...
It is so strange.
c.i.,p.i.q.e.
